Egotism ....a lifelong romance

Sunday, April 23, 2006






Sometimes it’s hard to get the words out
That’s when the pictures will have to do...


Recently, while trying to articulate the Sampras brilliance in a discussion with FSN and Dream Sporting, one of whom needs no convincing of the great man’s genius and one who refuses to acknowledge it in lieu of the bells and whistles of the sport, I wound up with something as astoundingly incoherent as this:

I cannot explain to you why Sampras is the greatest player the world has ever seen. I don’t have proof of it other than the record books and what’s in my head....[and it only gets worse, hence the censor].

Little wonder that while I’ve unfurled essay after essay on Roger Federer in the past couple years alone, I’ve never attempted to write about Sampras in close to a decade and a half. Simply because I don’t think the Pete phenomenon can be captured in words. So, for the sake of saving myself further embarrassment and with the welfare of my readers at heart, I have more or less resigned myself to the fact that my awe of the Sampras magic will have to remain upstairs. There’s also that recurring fantasy about knocking on Pete’s door and foisting my writing abilities on a biography he doesn’t want written, but let me not go into that, for reasons aforesaid.

The pain of depriving my weblog of more than a cursory mention of one of my greatest heroes of all time, however, has been somewhat alleviated by my chance discovery whilst attempting to clean my apartment this afternoon (a task put on indefinite hold since). When the signed picture of Mickey Mouse I’ve had since age 7 slipped out of an electric blue folder, it could only mean one thing -- my treasure trove of irreplaceable gems! I tore through high school certificates and holiday postcards alike to get to the clipping I knew was buried beneath all of it – an attempt to comprehend the sheer paucity of acceptance of the Sampras sublimity by a befuddled and helplessly word-deprived Nirmal Shekar prior to Wimbledon'01 in The Hindu, my most reliable source of tennis eloquence during the decade I spent being infatuated with the game’s greatest.

The second clip is from after Sampras’ defeat just two weeks hence, a very different scenario, albeit, one that inspired even more awe of a sporting hero that had so far stopped his contemporaries dead in their tracks. I remember, in the days following Pete’s loss to Roger, that article was almost an earworm in my head. I know, I know, earworms were meant for the Backstreet Boys back then, but I was dangerously apathetic to the boy band in the '90s, or after (uhmmm, maybe, if I’d taken my eyes off Pete for jus a little bit!)

I am not too happy about showcasing another writer on my weblog, but I need to have Pete on here, even if it means letting someone else do the talking. And Nirmal Shekar is one of the few people in the world I would entrust with matching my fascination for the king of Wimbledon (notice that he starts with an account of Sampras’ artful mastery over his opponents on the hallowed grass at Center Court and then goes off on an emotional and sentimental tangent, which in the case of Pete at least, is better suited to describe his game).

Note to The Hindu: I didn’t see any copyright protection notice, but if this is a violation, please address all correspondence to a certain Pete Sampras in Los Angeles, California, USA. I'd sure like to get his attention...

22 comments:

Anonymous said...

Nice one Katrix!! Nirmal Shekar is indeed one of the best in business (although me thinks Rohit Brijnath outdoes him in lyrical diction). Here's a list of a few more you might like - http://www.geocities.com/hovav13/Best_Articles.html

Karthika said...

hehe, that's cos Nirmal Shekar is often word-deprived in his awe! and I identify with that completely...

Wow, that’s a pretty comprehensive list...thanks, now I have something to do over the week :) though nostalgia dictates that Shekar will always hold a special place in my heart – the fond memories of beating my dad to the paper and grabbing the tennis leaf before dumping the less important remnants during those three weeks in june...

It’s a great feeling to revere a sporting genius, but that reverence seems to find an inexplicable vindication when you chance upon the few that revere him just as much as you do, and this especially rings true in the case of underrated phenomena like Sampras.

Dream Sporting said...

Hey John

Actually, 'Lyrical diction' is Nirmal Shekhar's only claim to fame. And I strongly second your opinion that Brijnath outdoes him in that area too. And when it comes to content, Nirmal Shekhar sits comfortably alongside his colleagues, Vijay Lokapally, Ram Mahesh and co......distinctly mundane.

For whatever reason, Nirmal Shekhar has been allowed to perform hero worship ritual in public. And as someone who had to endure his hyperbole for years together, it has given me insurmountable pleasure that the Roger phenomenon continues to stuff his words right back where they came from. Not surprisingly, Shekhar hasn't ventured an attempt to justify his previous words. Can't blame him. He would have to take back all that he has ever said.

Katrix,

Your fondness for Shekhar is understandable. But it would genuinely surprise me if you thought that Shekhar was a good writer.

Tennis suffers from a paucity of good columnists. Having witnessed the Nadal-Federer finals yesterday, I tried my best to see if someone has penned something intelligent on the monumental match. All I get is cheap 200 word summaries of the match. DISAPPOINTING, but expected!

Brijnath and Paul Fein have been two of my all-time favourites. However, neither of them are daily columnists and neither of them are one-sport writers.....both of which I very much appreciate.

Katrix, you yourself have done a very good job in this area :) So, keep up the good work. And continue to keep the weblog free of 'your' spam....shelve that for the comments section ;)

Karthika said...

Hehe, d’sporting,
I’m not going to refuse a compliment even if it’s tainted with obvious dislike for the peerless shekar. so, *makes a note in little black book* :) Also, I greatly appreciate the fact that you have refrained from disparaging Sampras (with due respect to this blogger’s reverence, I am guessing ;)) and merely ventured into the shekar territory – that I can live with, and defend with words :D [in the case of pete v. rest of the world, I’d sooner punch a face than make a coherent argument :D]

That said, writing about Federer is something I plan to satisfy myself with till he hangs up his racket -- my obsession doesn’t leave me much choice :) Plus, Roger makes it easy – he can be described with that phenomenal forehand or passing shot; Sampras’ genius goes way beyond tangibles and hence is that much harder to convey. Like I said, I cannot explain it :)

What are columnists/commentators (and even newscasters, for that matter) without a li’l bias? It jus adds to the flavor, IMO. you can’t have a strong opinion w/o tilting slightly to one side. And I tend to understand shekar’s writing cos I know exactly where he’s coming from. So, I can love him and you can hate him, but we’ll keep reading him – the mark of a good writer :) Same with McEnroe, who is somewhat blind in his devotion to Roger. And why not... we lesser mortals get our taste of the supernatural by collecting accolades for those supreme beings.

As you can see, I don’t have a spam-blocker on my comments section :D In the posts, its pretty much a lot of spam, with a few pearls of wisdom that can sometimes be discerned by staring really hard ;)

AN said...

Alright, I am staying out of the verbal volleys.

BUT, you definitely need to check out this Rohit Brijnath. The guy is a brilliant columnist (I guess I am talking only about cricket, coz that's the only sport I read voraciously about). There were two articles he wrote on Dravid and Tendulkar not too long ago, which were beyond mere articulation, and were miles ahead of most other columns littered with cliches and putting-heroes-on-pedestals kind of things. Harsha Bhogle used to be my top favorite (well, he still is a favorite alright), but I realize that his writings have more or less always carried a typical metaphorical/management style (that can obviously be attributed to the IIM schooling). I believe there's a bunch of very talented sports writers who have emerged in the recent past, who may just outshine old timers like Nirmal Shekhar and Bhogle. If you happen to follow Cricinfo you will probably know who I am talking about (Sambit Bal, Dileep Premachandran, Andrew Miller, Martin Williamson..and the whole gang)

Nirmal Shekhar used to write for The SportStar, correct? I am not sure if he wrote on cricket, though. There were a few others too, like R Mohan (the Cover Story writer I believe), Vijay Lokapally...man, now that's "my" nostalgia for you. Moreover, the guys at Anna Salai almost always made sure that I got my copy of the magazine a day or two before it hit the stands...and that perhaps says it all!

Karthika said...

Uhmmm, and I thought this post was about Sampras – my singular attempt to incorporate Pete in my blog and everyone’s going on about shekar :(

Talkin of whom, he writes a great deal about cricket too – though, its not so much about the game for him :) He had this pretty nice piece, I thought, in the Hindu recently about the sachin booing incident. what I like about shekar is his rather poignant (and may I say philosophical) angle of writing, which is a breath of fresh air vis-a-vis the technical analyses that so pervades sport writing. That’s also the reason why I like people like Chris Clarey and David Scott (The herald, tennismag etc.) Yeah, shekar wrote(writes?) for the Sportstar (was the editor at some point) as well, though I mainly read his pieces in the Hindu.

I do like rohit brijnath – used to read him religiously on rediff/bbc (like I said before, I wasn’t analyzing Indian commentators but really penning down my adoration of Pete and I identified completely with shekar cos he seemed to have an inexplicable fascination for him as well :)) I ADORE Harsha Bhogle, of course (or ANY Indian that can articulate at that level of excellence – and his IIM education has everything to do with it, which is why I think sport writing should be a field in itself instead of leftovers from sportsmen of bygone eras. Jus cos you played it, doesn’t mean you can talk about it :)) yeah I like andrew miller and premachandran on cricinfo. Apparently premachandran quit physics to start writing – I should probably take a leaf out of his book :)

Wow, you got the sportstar before it hit the stands?! I am not surprised though...you’re probably more obsessed with cricket than I am with tennis. Anna Salai? When on earth were you at Chennai?

AN said...

Jeez, this isn't your singular attempt, is it!?!?

I've never been to Chennai. The reference to "the guys at Anna Salai" was more of an imagery. I remember Anna Salai from the "From Address line" of the SportStar. They perhaps had/have their publishing/shipping office in that area in Chennai (assuming it is an area).

Karthika said...

ahhh, got ya. yep, it's one of the most happening parts of chennai -- to avoid using the tamilian term (which you will most likely mispronounce ;)) it's also called Mount Road.

'course it's my singular attempt -- go back and scan my blogs for a single post on pete -- you wont find any...i admit it's been an overdose of roger, and then some, but one really cant have enough of roger can one? :)

Dream Sporting said...

Katrix

The 'lesser mortals' comment was preceded by talk about yourself, Shekhar and McEnroe. Well, if you thought that that would cause some 'hard to digest' moments for the reader, you were WRONG....It resulted in a full-scale heart attack! I dont want to get into details here, coz sometime or the other, after some good research, I intend to do a post about the genius of the man. So, for the moment, here's an FYI...McEnroe is the artist without a parallel in the history of tennis. And that's UNCONTESTED! So, lesser mortal...HE IS NOT!!!

A 'li'l bias' is commonplace and I can live with that. What Shekhar shows is by no means 'li'l bias'. It's full blown hero worship. And that CAN/SHOULD not ever be defended, IMO.

Your derivation of him being a good writer was fancy. However, the truth is, I had stopped reading any of Shekhar's articles on Sampras for quite a while, as a RULE. I still used to read some of his other topics simply due to the context (for eg. the cover article of the Sportstar). And it has been obvious that he is fairly one-dimensional in his writing without much of an ability to comprehend the various aspects of sports.

SINCE I spend a lot of time on the internet and SINCE I have very limited subjects of interest and SINCE the number of good writers are at a premium, I read any article that appears on my subject of interest. As much as I appreciate the good ones, I realise that the bad ones too have a role to play. People like Shekhar, Moin Khan, Ranatunga, Bedi make sports reading a load of laughs. Shekhar is of specific interest since, as I've said earlier, I look forward to him explaining his previously uttered hyperbole in context of many of the current day events (not just Roger).

I read through the specific post that you have put up for the same purpose and as always, ended up being rewarded since most of his logic fails abysmally when examined. That unfailingly puts a smile on my face....And that'slways worth 10 mins of my time :)

Also, if you really want some comments relating to Sampras, just let me know. It might also help you write more about him since I have a a pretty good idea about where his genius began and ended :D

AN said...

I guess you are right. No single post on Pete. Must have been all the face-to-face discussions we had in CO that made me believe so!

I am fine with Roger. Whatever little tennis I follow nowadays, I only have Roger to thank for.

Karthika said...

D’sporting,

Lmao. I am known to specialize in heart attacks – in giving them, I mean. While I’m at it, lemme give you some more. Johnny Mac, while without a doubt, an incredible shot-maker in his time, is still a mortal in the face of the supernatural, vis-à-vis, Sampras, Laver (and very possibly, Federer). he's admitted it himself, with regard to roger at least.

Now, to be fair, he’s probably more immortal than shekar or me ;). I do think he’s an incredible commentator though and who didn’t love him for his fiery temparament? :) nothing like a little drama on a tennis court, esp when the game isn’t all-encompassing :)

In his own words, ‘you cannot be serious’! I might give the heart attacks, you sure make me roll on the floor with laughter – you put the garden variety like Mcenroe and Agassi on a pedestal and venture to say that there was nothing supernatural about Pete. You seem to have a fascination for the little flickers as opposed to the light that keeps on burning...

It's a wonder that you like Roger...is it cos the ponytail reminds you of someone else? ;)

save the Pete comments; the last person I’ll turn to for insights on Sampras is someone that not only can’t comprehend his genius but also tries to belittle it to make the lesser mortals look good ;)

Karthika said...

Atool,
Yeah, remember those discussions?! Especially the time we actually sat at the computer and double-checked our tennis facts on google while debating. as always, I was the only die-hard Pete advocate in the group...I’ve been doin this job a long time :)

With Roger, I merely have to sing along with everybody else..

AN said...

Yeah, those days...

FSN 3.0 said...

Dream-Sporting. It is interesting that you seem to dislike one sports reporter subjecting the public to his naked marvel at his favorite sports person. You certainly didn't seem to have any problems with Steve Slater unabashedly and openly kissing up to Michael Schumacher during all those years commentating on Star Sports during their coverage of Formula 1 racing.You were able to ignore that simply because Schumacher is your favorite??

I am not defending Nirmal Shekhar or condemning him - but merely underscoring that he does have a point. (NOT that Steve Slater necessarily did).

Johnnie Mac was a genius - but more so because of his tantrums than his 'artistic' play.Let me explain. ESPN runs this series called "You can't blame" where experts pick out certain trends/characteristics in sports and explain why or how they happen/happened. When they were profiling JMac, almost everybody agreed that his winning had more to do with his tantrums that people give him credit for. By carefully observing his matches, it was proved beyond doubt that his tantrums were carefully timed. Whenever his opponent seemed to be running away with it, ol Johnny would throw one of his fits. This served two purposes:
a) It helped disrupt the flow of his opponent, possibly giving him time to start thinking more and second guess himself.

b) It also helped Mcenroe pump himself up albeit at the cost of his opponent.

How can you call such a player an 'artist without parallel' when his conduct on-court gave him an unfair edge. (The same is now being said of Kim Clijsters as well) Of course it made him fun to watch..that's besides the point.

Karthika said...

Lol, we should probably give him credit for “the mental game” – Pete’s perfectly timed shots & Johnny mac’s perfectly timed tantrums -- both lethal :D

The same goes for Hewitt & Henin-Hardenne. People forget just how important mental toughness can be, especially in individual sport, where things like home-crowd advantage (unless your pony-tailed opponent lays claim to the same home ;)), prior win-loss record and negative energy from the other player matter a great deal.

Dream Sporting said...

FSN, Believe it or not, I have been waiting for this comment of yours (regarding Steve Slater) ever since I voiced my opinion on Shekhar :) So, let me clarify here..

I love and miss Slater cos he managed to bring excitement into the most mundane of races. It is that simple a reason. Watching F1 on Speed and CBS, I miss him even more.

This past race at Imola....it was fairly clear that Alonso wouldn't be able to pass Schumy. Listening to the drones on CBS, I got bored! Can you imagine that?! Schumy was leading the race and I flipped channels a couple of times!!! Now, imagine listening to Slater doing that very same race. Dont you think that he would have taken every one of us through a seat edge thriller that left us sweating at the finish line?! Now, that's the characteristic of his that I admire. I love him for what he brought to the sport. If you wanted content, you just had to wait for one of those pauses (when he was short of breadth and so were you), when Chris Goodwin's voice would come on air and would calmly make sense of the incident. They simply fed of each other. Anyway, now that I have had a chance to extol Slater's virtues, let me get back to the topic...

So, as I said, I love Slater for his style of commentary. I never have/will call him a great analyst. In fact, I get so bored reading his articles on espnstar.com. So, if we were to have a discussion about commentators, I MIGHT call him a great commentator, but I would point our where his greatness lies.

With regard to Shekhar, I did point out that Shekhar's language was pretty good (but I maintain that Brijnath outdoes him easily), but his content is poor when analyzed for insight. And when it comes to Sampras, it becomes completely one-eyed. So, if someone brought about a discussion on Shekhar's command of the language, I would point out my preference for Brijnath and leave it at that. I would use his biases as an add-on, but that would not be my primary argument. You get my point?

Now, your other point 'Johnnie Mac was a genius - but more so because of his tantrums than his 'artistic' play' was very disturbing. His tantrums might/might not have been aimed toward disrupting the opponent. However, to say 'How can you call such a player an 'artist without parallel' when his conduct on-court gave him an unfair edge' was to miss the point I was making. My turn to explain...

I used the word 'artist' for Mac and since a 'tennis artist' isn't necessarily a well defined term i.e. 'he won the first round' is defined, 'He is an artist' is not, I'll clarify what I meant here. If you have watched McEnroe, you wouldn't need this clarification though. There is this famous incident where Harry Hopman (a revered Davis Cup legend) saw McEnroe playing in his very own inimitable manner. He went over to him and asked him to play like a man or to go and play with the girls. A little while later, when Hopman came back, he noticed McEnroe playing and teaching the girls in the camp! Two things to note...
1) his style of play that prompted Hopman's comments
2) his attitude

The word 'artist' has nothing to do with point number 2. Actually, to describe Mac's artistry, I can't come up with anything that hasn't been said before. All I can possibly do is rephrase. Why do that when when I can point you to this...http://www.tssonnet.com/tss2850/stories/20051210007706200.htm.


Artists are seen in all forms of sports and while their artistry does not make them a better player than someone who has better results but does not look as elegant/stylish (IMO), their contribution to a sport goes beyond the the quantifiable (inarguable). Very often, the word 'compose' is used to describe an artist in action. This applies to most sports....Ronaldinho, Zidane, Federer, Mac, Mark Waugh, Lara, Ganguly (throught the off-side), Azzu (through the leg-side), Els (have read that about him a couple of times. I have hardly caught him in action since I started watching golf, so, can't confirm it myself).....the list goes on. Based on my observation, an artist is unconventional/pleasing to the eye/relies less on power/relies more on timing etc. However, these are very generic characteristics. To generalise artistry with adjectives is to belittle it. So, artistry as a trait is best left unexplained (actually, it cannot be explained). It is something intangile. Something that is best when experienced. Something that needs to be seen to be believed.

So, if you haven't watched McEnroe ever, it is impossible to explain his artistry. However, if you have and still don't get it, well, I don't get it.

Dream Sporting said...

As for you 'Trix, maybe if you stopped googling for win-loss records, and instead swtiched on the TV to watch some of the action, you MIGHT learn
1) that there is more to the game than win-loss records
2) that Baghdatis and Nalbandian do not become THE NEXT BIG THING based on results from a week or two (they help to compose a blogpost with good language though)
3) that there is a reason for the majority not being interested in watching Sampras in action
4) that there is reason for THE GRAND SLAM being the most revered achievement of this game and
5) that Federer lost his pony tail a long time ago :D

Anyway, since I don't expect all of this to suddenly help you realise what sports watching can be, I thought I'll sell you a new favourite. Just google 'W.C.Renshaw' and look up his records. He's bound to be gatecrash your top 5 favourites. And thats a guarantee! :)

Karthika said...

D’sporting,

I do need some education on sports-watching. ALL these years, and I havent learnt that win-loss records have nothing to do with the quality of the game. that’s jus something people write down in record books cos they like numbers, no? :D

I do appreciate your persistence in trying to find a Sampras equal even if that means going as far back as the 19th century and the era of challenge rounds...

Oh, Roger lost his ponytail? I didn’t notice. my bad, I seem to have been focusing on something else on the tennis court – you might have seen it -- its bright green and round; it keeps getting in my line of sight, the darn thing ;)

FSN 3.0 said...

Hmm...Federer wilts under a direct challenge yet again.....close game but still a win is a win...

Karthika said...

gee, you sure are impossible to please. this was on clay, Roger's least favorite surface and Nadal's the best player on clay right now...i didnt watch the match but looks like there were three tiebreaks.

I'm telling ya, Roger's a whisker away from winning the French -- if not this year, then the next for sure.

Deepak said...

I will go out on a limb and bet you anything that Federer will never win the French!! Can you come up with a list of what Federer needs to change/improve in his game to win the French?
while we are on that subject, whats it with the French anyway. The clay court is a terrible surface to play on and produces the most boring play possible. Why not make it a grass surface but with a different playing feel than Wimbledon? Anything but a surface on which winning depends on your opponents unforced errors. Then we have a good chance of a grand slam being achieved.

Karthika said...

lol, that's a risky bet against a guy that breezed into the semis last year and has only gotten more clay-savvy since, dont ya think? he doesn't have to change much, you'd be surprised -- Roger's a bonafide baseliner and his groundstrokes are to kill for -- I'll let his game speak for itself.

if it were upto me, i'd ban clay court tennis. if there's one thing consistent about sport, it is that a defensive game can never equal the thrill and excitement of an offensive, aggressive style. if you don't bet your 'playing' cards on your talent, there aint no point in high level sport...even Wimbledon lost a little of its charm after they slowed down the courts (or wait, was that the departure of Pete? ;))...they should jus call the french open somethin else...tennis, it is not.